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Just a place for general discussion. A place to unload whats on your mind and talk about anything - personal, health, help needed, achievements, daily highs and daily lows, theories, predictions and what have you.
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I haven't meditated in a long time, but I used to get some very interesting phenomena. Some physical like my palms physically repelling each other, but when I'd turn one hand, the palm of one and back of the other would attract.
I've meditated in darkness for a long duration to rhythmic music/chanting while staring at the flame of a candle 15 feet away and that felt rather surreal as my psyche was intoxicated by the rhythmic chanting and rhythm.
Last time I went for acupuncture, I physically felt I melted away and felt like a soul with no body constraints, and immediately got sucked into my psyche.
LSD used to do similar things but much more psychologically and for far longer, but toward the end of that era I started getting existential crises every time to the point that even smoking weed will induce one. Even a single it will cause the existential anxiety to kick in.
There was a time when I used to think that meditation could not possibly do anything that cannot be explained by science. Over the years as I met more and more people who meditated and heard their experiences, it became clear that there was definitely something happening. It was finally after one of my close friends told me about his brother's meditation (he would meditate for 20+ hours at a time) and my dad's experience when he started meditating that I decided to give it a try.
For a long time nothing happened, but only after I started learning how to be mindful while meditating, was when I started feeling things.
I believe we all have vibrational energy that resonates with the universal vibration. Mediation helps get connected to that. So does substances like LSD. In ancient times it was very common for shamans to consume various herbal substances before connecting to the spirits. I also have a friend who in his younger days used to do weed and shared with me as to how everything became "clear" to him and he could see everything as it was. This was his "how I first got redpilled" story.
The more we connect to the universal vibration, the more we start breaking out of this 3D matrix. This break out can take different forms.
You are probably further along the pathway to break out of the matrix and connect to the universal vibration. Perhaps your previous experiences with LSD had already put you on that path. The existential anxiety was perhaps nothing more than a young person (I assume you were young then) being anxious as they break free from the matrix.
I will make a bold prediction that if you did LSD now, your experiences would be much different (assuming you are much older, more redpilled and more mature than when you used to do it earlier).
I would say that as you reach that point further along this journey you will need a mentor to guide you. It might be dangerous as I have heard of people who opened their kundalinis the wrong way and got possessed by demonic entities and such.
If you can tolerate me for 9 minutes:
https://voca.ro/15dTXVlkzprA
I will have to talk to you privately about this, it's a deep rabbit hole and I wouldn't even know where to start, lol. I've done LSD last year, twice and not so high doses. This was YEARS after...as Allan Watts said, "When you get the message, hang up the phone."
I hung it up for years, but when I pick it up again, the forbidden realization returns. I compare it to Adam biting the apple.
In my terms, he didn't get banished from paradise, he saw through it and had to come to terms that reality wasn't as he thought.
It's literally the application of any red pill moment. It could be Satan's veil, but from experience, and I can go on for days about things that defy any "rationale" explanation (although the "science" we were told to trust completely bamboozled us)
I go back to this one timeless realization that broke it all for me. And it IS like discovering the wizard behind the curtain, but the wizard is you hiding from yourself. I'll explain more in detail if you'd like, probably best to not say it publicly.
This sounds interesting, i've done quite a few LSD and Mushroom hits, at times I would have a "breaking from reality" state which felt physically weird. Do you guys have TOX protocol chat client? We could group chat encrypted
I posted a stream of consciousness attempt at summarizing
https://voca.ro/15dTXVlkzprA