I dont know if im the only one, but lately I've been feeling like I'm on some personal island. So many people I know just do not seem to see what's coming. I dont feel like I can even plan for the future beyond prepping. I am a hard worker with a good job. I study hard and am educated.
My ex gf, whom I adored, broke up with me over a year ago and I still have dreams about her. I tried online dating, but everyone is just ... asleep.
Im not sure if others seem to have this feeling too. Like standing at the edge of a cliff that was never there before and I cant see whats out there.
So many lies everwhere I look. I talk to God and put my faith in Him. Still, its a bit scary. I dont want to talk to anyone because I honestly dont know what to say. I just yammer on about prepping and how everything is a lie.
This is all so exhausting. And here we are heading into some of the most difficult of times. Unreal. My vision of life is being permanently altered. Very cloudy.
Please, God. Please give us strength and patience. Please forgive us all and protect our loved ones. Please give us clarity. 🙏
I am from the same era. Will not even kiss a vaxxed man. Not worth taking a chance.
I know right? Not that I'm going to be kissing any other woman, but I would feel like land of the body snatchers if I had to make out with a vaxxed female.
We had to absolute best era in which to sow our wild oats.
Lord forgive me to not being more faithful, and for not hearkening to your wise council during my youth.
I have long imagined that two souls meant to be joined as one in marriage, was before our souls entered our earthly bodies, was one in heaven. The we, and our soulmates were spit off from each other and cast in a earthy body, of which we knew not. We were cast upon a vast sea unaware even of each other existence.
We had but one chance of finding each other, and that was by following faithfully the plan God had for our lives. He would lead us back together in perfect union if we let him be our guide, and if we were faithful in our prayer that it be so.
I think that most of the ills that come from relationships, the broken and dysfunctional marriages, the breakdown of the family, the ruination of our kids, the loneliness we encounter, the emptiness we sometimes feel is the result of us not being able to that soul because we took our rudder in our own hands instead of letting Got direct our path to guide us back to our soulmate. That other soul is still adrift, and will ever be until once again we join together though our common bond with the spirit of our loving father in heaven.
That though has always perplexed me. I feel in my gut that it is the truth, and have always been saddened by the prospect that part of me, that half which I had spent and eternity with before we were slit off from each other I never found.
This more clearly say what I can clearly say
I believe that when the time is right God will place in our path the person we are meant to be with.
For me that person must be unvaxxed. It’s a deal breaker.
Smart person you are. Vaxxed need not apply!