I dont know if im the only one, but lately I've been feeling like I'm on some personal island. So many people I know just do not seem to see what's coming. I dont feel like I can even plan for the future beyond prepping. I am a hard worker with a good job. I study hard and am educated.
My ex gf, whom I adored, broke up with me over a year ago and I still have dreams about her. I tried online dating, but everyone is just ... asleep.
Im not sure if others seem to have this feeling too. Like standing at the edge of a cliff that was never there before and I cant see whats out there.
So many lies everwhere I look. I talk to God and put my faith in Him. Still, its a bit scary. I dont want to talk to anyone because I honestly dont know what to say. I just yammer on about prepping and how everything is a lie.
This is all so exhausting. And here we are heading into some of the most difficult of times. Unreal. My vision of life is being permanently altered. Very cloudy.
Please, God. Please give us strength and patience. Please forgive us all and protect our loved ones. Please give us clarity. 🙏
Yeah, I feel ya. I've been blessed with a few awake people who I've become close with. Plus, this place is beyond invaluable. We are gonna be the survivors who rebuild I'm afraid. So I expect it to get much worse before it gets better. I pray and commune with God a lot. It helps. I force myself to have faith and shove doubts out of my head and heart. In the end, I just want the will of God to be done and if I am a leaf in the wind, may I blow where He needs me. I just try to keep it that simple. God bless you.