You aren’t alone Anon. In you physical house maybe, but you aren’t outside. Many of us all feel the same in our homes, or families. I do as well as do thousands of Anons. That’s why you are here. God provided you with us and provided us with you. And Where We Go One We Go All, together. All together. Love and commonality knows no boundaries. And technology has only provided more doorways, ladders, ropes, or passages to levels of info, places, and people we didn’t have access to before. We are all here. All you have to do is reach out/type. Someone always responds.