I just had a real rough week or so...long story id rather not get into but was in jail from july 5th until i got bonded out today... the first few days was agonizing.
But, then i decided to ask for a bible. Im about 500 pages in, with a promise to him that im going to finish it. Found many parts that told me what I needed to hear already, and ive made some vows to God that I fully intend to keep. Among them being I am going to get baptized and find a church family.
I was already ready to welcome God into my life, but wasnt fully committed. I am now. But, coming here every day and seeing all the love for him was a huge impact on me already starting to come to that decision before the events that happened led me to where I am now.
My husband came out of an addiction, and it was a guy that had come out of the same thing that helped Him. When that friend came out of it himself, it was just him, God, and his dog. He probably never thought, as he pushed through day by day, that one day he would help our family, and others. There is freedom. It sometimes takes many different tactics to deploy, but never quit.