I had to pull my kids out of a small private school, leave my gym, and leave my church, communities I had built my life around, raised my family in, had friendships and relationships in gone in a span of mere months. Ended. And for them, it was like We (my family) never existed, like it was better this way, To not have to deal with the uncomfortable reality that they were all fed lies and they believed in them and fought for them while my family stood firm in the truth.

We have a new school, a new church. The kids are fine. Kids are so resilient thank the heavens. As for me, the isolation is still there. My reality was cracked by the abandonment of my former community. And now I find it hard to truly connect with anyone at all.