I had the same problem with my dad. I never felt like he really loved me, he was very harsh to me, and my brother was the favorite.
But three years before he died, he ended up at the hospital, and I happen to be two hours from his home. I spent the next six weeks caring for him, until my mom came out to help take care of him as well.
We spent three years caring for him, and in that three years we were able to reconcile our relationship. I’m so grateful I did have that opportunity, because I know most don’t.
Everything was split three ways between me, my brother and my mom, except for the three car garage and he had that was an entire workshop he had built for over 20 years.
We sold a lot of it off, but I kept quite a bit of tools, and have my own workshop now. I am his daughter. I am my father‘s daughter! I’m the one that will carry on the legacy of the workshop, home repairs, and just generally being handy.
One of the questions I'm very glad I never asked him in a bout of despair is if I've ever done anything right.
I feel one of the problems on the right is that it's difficult for them to recognize more subtle signs of abuse, and how people react when it comes to loud noises/voices, certain actions or things said, stuff like that. It's not all brainwashing from indoctrination centers. For some it's the difference between pain or no pain, life or death. I think more on the right need to learn about it. There are some that have been abused like us that still managed to at least get on the correct side of life.
Yes I can honestly say, that I’ve been through numerous miserable experiences in my life. But it’s trusting in Christ and coming out the other side and trying to find some type of sanity, and happiness is what’s important.
If you suffer from depression, I highly recommend ketamine treatments. They are expensive and not covered by insurance, but that’s because it actually works. Lol just do a little research to check it out. It’s changed my life entirely! I’m coming from somebody who was raised in the 70s and 80s, doing the treatments is a wild ride, but no big deal for me since I did a lot of acid when I was younger. If you suffer from depression, I highly recommend ketamine treatments. They are expensive and not covered by insurance, but that’s because it actually works. Lol just do a little research to check it out. It’s changed my life entirely! Yes there are many people that suffer trauma, and it’s finding a way to work through it, and come out the other side that’s the most difficult. God bless you and I hope you have a great night.!
I had the same problem with my dad. I never felt like he really loved me, he was very harsh to me, and my brother was the favorite.
But three years before he died, he ended up at the hospital, and I happen to be two hours from his home. I spent the next six weeks caring for him, until my mom came out to help take care of him as well.
We spent three years caring for him, and in that three years we were able to reconcile our relationship. I’m so grateful I did have that opportunity, because I know most don’t.
Everything was split three ways between me, my brother and my mom, except for the three car garage and he had that was an entire workshop he had built for over 20 years.
We sold a lot of it off, but I kept quite a bit of tools, and have my own workshop now. I am his daughter. I am my father‘s daughter! I’m the one that will carry on the legacy of the workshop, home repairs, and just generally being handy.
One of the questions I'm very glad I never asked him in a bout of despair is if I've ever done anything right.
I feel one of the problems on the right is that it's difficult for them to recognize more subtle signs of abuse, and how people react when it comes to loud noises/voices, certain actions or things said, stuff like that. It's not all brainwashing from indoctrination centers. For some it's the difference between pain or no pain, life or death. I think more on the right need to learn about it. There are some that have been abused like us that still managed to at least get on the correct side of life.
Yes I can honestly say, that I’ve been through numerous miserable experiences in my life. But it’s trusting in Christ and coming out the other side and trying to find some type of sanity, and happiness is what’s important.
If you suffer from depression, I highly recommend ketamine treatments. They are expensive and not covered by insurance, but that’s because it actually works. Lol just do a little research to check it out. It’s changed my life entirely! I’m coming from somebody who was raised in the 70s and 80s, doing the treatments is a wild ride, but no big deal for me since I did a lot of acid when I was younger. If you suffer from depression, I highly recommend ketamine treatments. They are expensive and not covered by insurance, but that’s because it actually works. Lol just do a little research to check it out. It’s changed my life entirely! Yes there are many people that suffer trauma, and it’s finding a way to work through it, and come out the other side that’s the most difficult. God bless you and I hope you have a great night.!