So grateful that I found this community which led me to finding God, because without that I dont know how I would have gotten through today.
First I found out my cat passed away, which already hurt...but then minutes after that, my grandfather ive taken care of for 12 years took his last breath and I lost him too. The only thing that kept me from shattering was knowing hes been suffering for a long time and now that suffering is over. I really wanted to numb the pain with a bottle - but i went to an AA meeting instead.
It still doesnt feel real. 😔
Edit - just want to add since several people have already said get another cat - we have other cats, 3 actually, and 1 is with me now (the brother of the one that passed actually) so getting another one isn't really what I need. But thank you for the suggestion.
I am saddened to hear of the loss of your kitty and of your grandfather. I am very proud of you for having the courage to not reach for a bottle but instead reaching out for help. That takes great strength.
God and your frens here will help to guide you through your grief. Remember the love and companionship that your cat gave you. Envision grandpa as free of pain and illness. They are now both at rest.
I will pray for you to find peace and comfort. Hugs to you, fren.