Great inspirational post!

if you stare at the spackling on your ceiling long enough, forms you recognize will begin to appear in the friggin spattered plaster. For the past “apx” 18 months I’ve been seeing faces. We have a wood looking, like vinyl what ever it’s called today. I’m always up late, one night I’m sitting on the toilet & I see a face in the floor. First face was a profile of Lincoln. Since then: Upside down Jesus face with beard. Woman or man with perfect upturned nose, mask over eyes & hair isn’t short could be male or female. Old wrinkled woman, reminds me of the old wood or corn cobb carvings you find in the mountains at souvenir shops. I’m starting to faces in clouds. Also the game I played with my grandfather, finding shapes in clouds has become impossible to not look up. I don’t remember finding anything as a child. He would joke he saw ice cream cone. Now I’m seeing so much. I’m not on any mind altering drugs, barely any RX, I make sure I don’t use herbs or oils that cause crazy dreams or worse. I don’t see things like this daily. It’s random & weeks or months apart. My husband doesn’t see the faces in the floor. He thinks I’m crazy (not literally).

I have so much trouble shutting off my mind. I’ve found relief with a few essential oils, herbs, music & ocean sounds. For a long time I couldn’t sleep with out soft music or ocean sounds. It’s better now & I don’t white noise to get to sleep. The wheels in my brain have been turned since birth. My dad used to tell me my middle name was “but”. I always was either asking a question or starting my argument with “but”. Heck all this was way before my awaking. Can you imagine how it is now. I see the symbolism everywhere!