That's hard to bear I'm sure. May God change his heart to long only for you. Porn is dangerous and damning. The ignoring/accepting of porn is a major milestone in the detriment of our country, society, and culture. I hope as many things change for the better, part of this plan, puts an end to much of the pornography culture. People will still have porn on hard drives, dvds, thumb drives, etc. There will always be porn, but may that be overshadowed in great measure by its harmful effects, the creation of new porn - ceased, and the spider webb of effects that spread outwards - may that be destroyed. In Jesus' name, amen.