Anyone else? I’m so frustrated and resentful to the sheep. Jab is killing them “oh it’s long Covid”. See Trump had such big national secrets they couldn’t even publish them 🤦♀️. This is fine, everything is fine.
No the hell it’s not. It’s not at all ok. Family and friends that pushed me away when I wouldn’t get the shot, are now the people I voluntary stay away from because I can’t stomach their willful ignorance anymore.
I’m struggling to act normal when I want to punch these jerks in the face. It’s not better. Sure we have had a few solid things move in our favor and conspiracy theories are now true stories but it’s not enough. I’m still gaslit as the crazy tin hat person.
Now that we have survived the first level of intelligence tests, I’m lacking on the second part of this test where I’m suppose to forgive and forget while these Bastards maintain their smug ass faces. Anyone got some tools to help?
"It is none of my business what other people think of me"- it's a saying that has helped me. Resentment is letting people live rent free in your head. When I feel weakened by my own resentment, it is time to turn it over to God. Take a retreat for yourself, alone, with prayer. Unplug, bug out, get to know the man that God created, his gifts and where he is weak. Your relationship with HIM gets fortified when you intentionally take the time for this. Take a bible, some water, some food for sustenance, and find a place to go away from every convenience and let God see you as he made you.. never forget that all power belongs to God in Christ, our egos want to figure things out so that we are under an illusion of control. God is in control, always was and always will be. Remember the early Christians and how they stood, literally facing death in an arena with wild beasts, who would not decry their faith? We are asked at this time, with the knowledge we have, to remain faithful with trust, and that we will be needed to build a new world. God knows what you need to follow through, he loves you more than you , in your human smallness, can imagine. Take a spiritual retreat, you will be renewed.