I agree with what you are putting down. But man I can't help but look around and see so many people that just look purely soulless or mindless. Big Bankers, Wall Street, Corrupted Officials, Scientists, Deranged Leftists, etc. So many of these evil fuckers, you look into their glassy eyes and they just feel soulless.
In the last few years especially, I am getting the same feeling more and more. Especially as I travel into large cities, or do work with large corporations in large cities. Not all, but many of the people around me in these large cities don't sit right with me. I'm not quite sure what it is... and it's hard to explain. Just an icky feeling that I don't belong there and it feels gross.
I feel that something is wrong with people or maybe is me? I know the Lord is always with me. I thank him for all because he has giving my life and family. I feel his presence all the time. Once I had a bad dream like five years ago about Catholic churches and I saw peoples’ faces and they were demons. They were trying to get peoples’ souls. Then I woke up. Anyway I feel I do not connect or never have connected with people specially now in spite that I really have tried and keep trying. No friends not even my family talk to me. My poppies were the only thing I had that were real (friends and companions).They loved me unconditionally and They did until last year when died of cancer.
You aren’t alone. It is indeed becoming harder and harder to connect with people as the world grows darker. Even many/most in the church don’t want to see the evil that has spread throughout the world. I’ve got a fairly large circle of friends, coworkers, and family… but really the only ones that see the big picture and what is taking place are my parents. A lot of spiritual warfare and most seem to be unable to fully employ discernment, or just don’t have enough courage/desire to seek truth.
to play devil's advocate, how many of us have been vaccinated as children, and are yet here.
man plans, God laughs.
do you think the best of man's inventions (evil) can best God's inventions? They keep trying (and failing!)
I agree with what you are putting down. But man I can't help but look around and see so many people that just look purely soulless or mindless. Big Bankers, Wall Street, Corrupted Officials, Scientists, Deranged Leftists, etc. So many of these evil fuckers, you look into their glassy eyes and they just feel soulless.
In the last few years especially, I am getting the same feeling more and more. Especially as I travel into large cities, or do work with large corporations in large cities. Not all, but many of the people around me in these large cities don't sit right with me. I'm not quite sure what it is... and it's hard to explain. Just an icky feeling that I don't belong there and it feels gross.
I feel that something is wrong with people or maybe is me? I know the Lord is always with me. I thank him for all because he has giving my life and family. I feel his presence all the time. Once I had a bad dream like five years ago about Catholic churches and I saw peoples’ faces and they were demons. They were trying to get peoples’ souls. Then I woke up. Anyway I feel I do not connect or never have connected with people specially now in spite that I really have tried and keep trying. No friends not even my family talk to me. My poppies were the only thing I had that were real (friends and companions).They loved me unconditionally and They did until last year when died of cancer.
You aren’t alone. It is indeed becoming harder and harder to connect with people as the world grows darker. Even many/most in the church don’t want to see the evil that has spread throughout the world. I’ve got a fairly large circle of friends, coworkers, and family… but really the only ones that see the big picture and what is taking place are my parents. A lot of spiritual warfare and most seem to be unable to fully employ discernment, or just don’t have enough courage/desire to seek truth.