I agree with what you are putting down. But man I can't help but look around and see so many people that just look purely soulless or mindless. Big Bankers, Wall Street, Corrupted Officials, Scientists, Deranged Leftists, etc. So many of these evil fuckers, you look into their glassy eyes and they just feel soulless.
In the last few years especially, I am getting the same feeling more and more. Especially as I travel into large cities, or do work with large corporations in large cities. Not all, but many of the people around me in these large cities don't sit right with me. I'm not quite sure what it is... and it's hard to explain. Just an icky feeling that I don't belong there and it feels gross.
I remember when I was in 3rd grade, around 8-9 years old, my and some other classes went to the UN for a few hours. I started to feel sick a little while after being there, and I think I was the only one that felt sick. Funnily enough, just a little while after we left I felt fine again. I do remember they were going to take me to some medical office and had a wheelchair ready for me. Praise fucking kek we were leaving at that moment.
Very interesting. The UN is very evil. My guess is your soul (or spirit?) wasn't sitting right with it and was telling you to get out. It's my best guess to explain this phenomenon.
A lot of the people you meet in busy areas (leftist cities) and see on TV are (fortunately) not the majority of the US. I think (even here) there's often a false presumption on the state of the people in this country. Like 90% are bumbling soulless baboons, and maybe that's true. I think it's likely much less than that. I think it's probably around 25-30%, but those are the most noticed. You don't notice someone (even in a city) who keeps himself or herself, when they just want to be left alone. At least that is what my hopium is for the state of the nation.
Yep, you make good points and I do agree. The majority I believe are still GOOD. It's just primarily large downtown cities, and especially those throughout most positions of power/control/influence.
I feel that something is wrong with people or maybe is me? I know the Lord is always with me. I thank him for all because he has giving my life and family. I feel his presence all the time. Once I had a bad dream like five years ago about Catholic churches and I saw peoples’ faces and they were demons. They were trying to get peoples’ souls. Then I woke up. Anyway I feel I do not connect or never have connected with people specially now in spite that I really have tried and keep trying. No friends not even my family talk to me. My poppies were the only thing I had that were real (friends and companions).They loved me unconditionally and They did until last year when died of cancer.
You aren’t alone. It is indeed becoming harder and harder to connect with people as the world grows darker. Even many/most in the church don’t want to see the evil that has spread throughout the world. I’ve got a fairly large circle of friends, coworkers, and family… but really the only ones that see the big picture and what is taking place are my parents. A lot of spiritual warfare and most seem to be unable to fully employ discernment, or just don’t have enough courage/desire to seek truth.
I agree with what you are putting down. But man I can't help but look around and see so many people that just look purely soulless or mindless. Big Bankers, Wall Street, Corrupted Officials, Scientists, Deranged Leftists, etc. So many of these evil fuckers, you look into their glassy eyes and they just feel soulless.
In the last few years especially, I am getting the same feeling more and more. Especially as I travel into large cities, or do work with large corporations in large cities. Not all, but many of the people around me in these large cities don't sit right with me. I'm not quite sure what it is... and it's hard to explain. Just an icky feeling that I don't belong there and it feels gross.
I remember when I was in 3rd grade, around 8-9 years old, my and some other classes went to the UN for a few hours. I started to feel sick a little while after being there, and I think I was the only one that felt sick. Funnily enough, just a little while after we left I felt fine again. I do remember they were going to take me to some medical office and had a wheelchair ready for me. Praise fucking kek we were leaving at that moment.
Very interesting. The UN is very evil. My guess is your soul (or spirit?) wasn't sitting right with it and was telling you to get out. It's my best guess to explain this phenomenon.
Strange thing is I may be descended from black nobility, so my blood should have loved it. Maybe my soul/spirit is stronger than a blood oath.
A lot of the people you meet in busy areas (leftist cities) and see on TV are (fortunately) not the majority of the US. I think (even here) there's often a false presumption on the state of the people in this country. Like 90% are bumbling soulless baboons, and maybe that's true. I think it's likely much less than that. I think it's probably around 25-30%, but those are the most noticed. You don't notice someone (even in a city) who keeps himself or herself, when they just want to be left alone. At least that is what my hopium is for the state of the nation.
Yep, you make good points and I do agree. The majority I believe are still GOOD. It's just primarily large downtown cities, and especially those throughout most positions of power/control/influence.
I feel that something is wrong with people or maybe is me? I know the Lord is always with me. I thank him for all because he has giving my life and family. I feel his presence all the time. Once I had a bad dream like five years ago about Catholic churches and I saw peoples’ faces and they were demons. They were trying to get peoples’ souls. Then I woke up. Anyway I feel I do not connect or never have connected with people specially now in spite that I really have tried and keep trying. No friends not even my family talk to me. My poppies were the only thing I had that were real (friends and companions).They loved me unconditionally and They did until last year when died of cancer.
You aren’t alone. It is indeed becoming harder and harder to connect with people as the world grows darker. Even many/most in the church don’t want to see the evil that has spread throughout the world. I’ve got a fairly large circle of friends, coworkers, and family… but really the only ones that see the big picture and what is taking place are my parents. A lot of spiritual warfare and most seem to be unable to fully employ discernment, or just don’t have enough courage/desire to seek truth.