Sorry I didn't reply sooner. If you're a reader, I'd suggest a book called "What love is this?" by Dave Hunt. It's a bit old, but it has some great information. For newer information, try this website: https://www.beyondthefundamentals.com/ Some of their videos are pretty long, but not all of them. And there are "class notes" with PDF files you can read.

Another good (but older) book by a Calvary Chapel pastor is "The Dark Side of Calvinism" by George Bryson.