Father, you were a damn good provider. Your work ethic is one I and many others pray to have. You were a good father, even in times I didn't acknowledge it. You put things aside whenever I was in need. Even in your old age and your poor health you pushed your body to the limit even when others offered to help. They don't raise them like they raised you in today's world, and I hope that changes soon.
You're in God's hands, and I pray one day soon I'll be financially free, so you'll never have to worry about me ever again.
RIP 🙏
I dont normally talk about this but here goes. When mom passed in hospital, in the room was me, my brother and moms best friend. Ok so I touched moms hand and got a shock from her ring, it was like an electric shock. I started looking thinking the bed was shorting or something. Then my brother said "whats happening" his his on his arm was standing up and he said he was feeling weird. Moms friend then said "I feel weird what is this" I looked at the two of them and said something like "calm down, are you losing it or something". Then it hit me. The weirdest feeling I have ever felt. It was like being in a very strong magnetic/electric field or something. I felt disoriented and i can only describe the room as a full feeling like it was heavy or something. The three of us looked at each other kind of freaked out going "whats happening".
Then the feeling left the room and it felt like something left the room. My other brother and sister came back in the room and I got up and said I am going home, mom is gone. My wife said she is still breathing. She was gone. Was it mom left with dad I dont know. But it changed me. Oh the nurse came in and the whites of moms eyes were black. They were white before the whatever it was. Later in the elevator my brother thought I threw a drink over his legs as they got super cold like someone threw ice water on them. On the drive home I was talking to my brother on the phone and I got a weird feeling up my spine. I said that and my brother was like "holy fuck i had the same feeling when you did.
Another weird thing. After the funeral when I was going to work in the morning. I had a tablet made by Palm. It was on the nightstand charging. Audio started to come out and it was kind of static it was something like "there were tumors the size of golf balls, there was nothing they could do. But they did try their best and I thank then. --- Cancer care centers of america" I stood there freaked out. Looked at the tablet to see if some browser page was open....nope....never randomly did audio like that before..... I seriously was going to talk to a priest instead of going to work. Strange stuff man, but it did change my view of death and things like god.
sorry about the long post, I got on a roll.