I get where you are coming from. However, you probably sell yourself short, fren. I believe it is more inline with "Adapt and overcome" then it is 'learned helplessness". Situational awareness dictates knowing not only the situation you find yourself in but what your strength and weaknesses are.Things I'm sure you have done: Prepare yourself mentally, physically, and materially to the best of your ability. Seek the truth so you can share the truth with those that are willing to hear the truth. Live as an example to others as this breaks the narrative that you are an extremist not to be listened to.

It took me a while to realize this but most people only accept red-pills that they place in front of themselves. I find using the Socratic method works best for me when I see an opening rather than making direct declarative statements. As far as temperament goes I'm learning a lot by watching Kari Lake and how she handles the media with even tones and firm resolve.