I've been trying to distance myself a bit from the site, as I tend to get this way, a bit doomy, after spending too much time on here. Maybe it's the change in weather too- cloudy and wet.
I guess we all need breaks at times. If I didn't have God, I'd be totally lost.
Hang on tight - we are here for each other to get us through the fog. Not sure if this is your forte, but when I get doomy, I usually paint. If it's not a portrait, it's my house. Just cut-in four rooms and am about to roll.