I've been trying to distance myself a bit from the site, as I tend to get this way, a bit doomy, after spending too much time on here. Maybe it's the change in weather too- cloudy and wet.
I guess we all need breaks at times. If I didn't have God, I'd be totally lost.
I feel ya Lucille. Like you, I dont blindly accept everything that happens, good and bad, as "part of the plan" nor do I think this "game is already over and won" as many here do. There's hope though, I think. Hope to see you back sooner than later.