My heart is with you. I lived up north for a number of years, and I learned to hate the cold, too. It led me to become great fan of global warming, but it looks like that's going to be a bust. "They" are heavily invested in it, but all they'll be able to do now is keep lying to people, telling them that summer is dangerous. In any case, it looks like it's going to be pretty bad this winter for folks here, too, just when a little global warming would be a great benefit, and a rail strike is about to hit that will make it worse by several orders of magnitude.

I won't go near a hospital either. If I get another heart attack, I'm just going to walk it off. (Not jab-related. That was years before covid. I won't let them give me their poison vaccine, either.)

Your suggestions are brilliant, by the way. Our family doesn't drink fluoridated water, but it's tricky because it's in a lot of the bottled water. I made that decision after I saw what it did to potted plants and did a little research. And as for the frequencies, it would be so refreshing not to be jangled by vibrationally aberrant music. Brilliant. Is it too much to hope that someone with a master button will take note of your suggestion?

I do know what it's like to feel tired. I have gotten tired in my mind on occasion, but I am not afraid. God always filled me with renewed energy when I remembered Him. I found that He's much more on our side than we are typically willing to believe. Most people think He's stingy and has to be cajoled, or that we have to make ourselves worthy of His attention, when the truth is that we already have His complete attention because He loves us. The truth is that He is the one who makes us worthy, and when we get that we begin to relax, and it's much easer to see that He delights in answering our prayers. But this has been stolen from us, too, by lies that paint God as a distant tyrant with a whip in His hand. When Jesus was on earth, He did everything He could to change that perception, and the ones who held to it thought he was a menace. (He was to them and their harsh religious system.)

Perhaps a hanging on place will do for now. This grand thing, for lack of abetter word, has always about saving humanity from the dark forces that enslaved us, and it was never going to be something that gets finished in time for dinner. But in spite of all the difficulties that must transpire to awaken the witless, I can finally see the light at the end of the tunnel, and I know we will get there.