Same lillypad, frog. My Awakening was 1990. 20 years of trying to wake others and being scorned for it. Settled into a jaded mindset and when "conspiracies" happened, I just threw out I told you so's.
Pretty much the same that's happened to new awakened frogs over the last 6 years.
It's been 54 years for me, my stepdad was a CIA agent. I lost my virginity at 10 yrs old. He was very German, but all of his papers showed him as full born in America. The only reason he got busted for it was my mom showed the papers and receipts he saved. He broke bail and disappeared. He flew to Texas the day JFK got hit and came home happy as could be. I could not testify in court now, because when I was saved the bad images disappeared into a file. That is how I work my mind. I can recall facts, like a book I read. He has to be long dead, and I wouldn't want to be him.
Oh and yes, I am feeling the good stuff, last week I could barely function due to the feelings of grief washing over me, not from me. I heard about so many reports about all the children dying worldwide from many causes, after I felt that way. So, I prayed for them to be taken into Jesus Loving arms and are very happy. I asked for the feelings of grief be turned to feelings of joy for the children they can't hurt anymore, they are safe now. I know those responsible will be held accountable.
30 years awake. 5 years of Q. I'd called it stoicism.
Same lillypad, frog. My Awakening was 1990. 20 years of trying to wake others and being scorned for it. Settled into a jaded mindset and when "conspiracies" happened, I just threw out I told you so's.
Pretty much the same that's happened to new awakened frogs over the last 6 years.
Is there room for three?.
It's been 54 years for me, my stepdad was a CIA agent. I lost my virginity at 10 yrs old. He was very German, but all of his papers showed him as full born in America. The only reason he got busted for it was my mom showed the papers and receipts he saved. He broke bail and disappeared. He flew to Texas the day JFK got hit and came home happy as could be. I could not testify in court now, because when I was saved the bad images disappeared into a file. That is how I work my mind. I can recall facts, like a book I read. He has to be long dead, and I wouldn't want to be him.
Oh and yes, I am feeling the good stuff, last week I could barely function due to the feelings of grief washing over me, not from me. I heard about so many reports about all the children dying worldwide from many causes, after I felt that way. So, I prayed for them to be taken into Jesus Loving arms and are very happy. I asked for the feelings of grief be turned to feelings of joy for the children they can't hurt anymore, they are safe now. I know those responsible will be held accountable.