That is exactly the block. The fact you would use hillaryous and her gang as a reason is quite amazing.

The balance of our brainwaves can be achieved. Iris Huizinga on flameinmind.com shows what is possible, and basically, we can with technology see the physical state of the brain hemispheres in balance, and what children can achieve.

Your fear and the manifestations it produces, becomes then a self-fulfilling prophesy.

It is your choice.