See, right there you set your intention. You refused to believe. Why? Perhaps it seemed distasteful to you for some reason. (You didn't specify what things you refused to believe.) But that begs the question, who are you? Are you God? Do you have the 40,000 foot view that God has? Do you know and understand the ways and whys and wherefores of God? No, obviously not. But without understanding any of it, you decided to refuse to believe it. That's some ego.
What is is you do believe, if I may ask? (I'm guessing some sort of new age thing.)
See, right there you set your intention. You refused to believe. Why? Perhaps it seemed distasteful to you for some reason. (You didn't specify what things you refused to believe.) But that begs the question, who are you? Are you God? Do you have the 40,000 foot view that God has? Do you know and understand the ways and whys and wherefores of God? No, obviously not. But without understanding any of it, you decided to refuse to believe it. That's some ego.
What is is you do believe, if I may ask? (I'm guessing some sort of new age thing.)