Well, how to put this...
🧘Mental/Physical Health 🏋🏼♂️
I'm struggling.
And to cope, I (ab)use substances, like alcohol, weed and other stuff.
I want to get out, but I'm not ready to accept Jesus as my saviour, because I... well... It's complicated.
I DO accept Jesus as what he is, and that he saves People, a lot.
But...
For the moment, I won't be able to respond to comments in this post, because I'm heading to bed, pretty wasted.
I don't know where this thread will take me, but here we go.
Please, I'd rather not be encouraged to put all my faith in Jesus etc.
I do believe in the Creator, though...
Btw, GAW community...
Thank you for being here the last couple of years.
Edit: Wow, thank you for all your support! I‘ll read all of it and will certainly get back to you all. 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
The enemy is lying to you, saying you don't deserve a savior. But you do. There's nothing you can do to earn it, nothing you can say to talk Him out of His love for you. All you have to do is accept Him. Accept yourself first, flaws and all, and when the fog clears you'll be able to see His hand reaching for you, and you'll reach back. Praying for you fren
Yes , ignore the enemy, and I know , that you know our God is the true living God. All powerful. Step into the light. Jesus ask nothing from you except to let him have your pain. I know bc I am God's least creature, was and still is unworthy to tie his sandle . But I know he loves me and my family and you too.