Tuned out... We knew as kids
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I could write a fucking book about how traumatic my 12 years in public education ultimately was. I wasn’t bullied by any kids, it was the school system that did that job. 12 years later and I still have baggage I’m in therapy for. Public education had been nothing but one long PTSD inducing fever dream. Having BOTH of my step parents growing up be pieces of shit certainly didn’t make my home life a shelter from the storm that it should’ve been. It’s a miracle that I haven’t gotten tattoos, self harmed myself, fallen into drugs, shot up my school or killed myself. But I sure do have a hard time holding a job, making and keeping friends, saving money, or being in a relationship.
Parents have any Mason affiliation by chance?
Honest to god when I went to visit my late grandfather’s (my dad’s dad) grave many year ago, he had the symbol of the freemasonry’s guild carved into his headstone below his name. I always found it odd, and I’ve never been able to shake that knowledge, knowing he was also a career military man too.
What does that have to do with it though?
EDIT: funny thing is, I’ve theorized that my systemic abuse in school was orchestrated. When I was in preschool my mom was suggested to have me tested at UCLA when we lived in California at the time, I turned out to score higher than even 12th graders in visual intelligence and problem solving, like I was officially off the chart. And ever since than, even after moving to new school systems in a different state, I was hounded after by the system, and had a para (a teacher’s aide or a personal tard wrangler) attached to my hip everywhere I went, every classroom, every grade up until the 11th when my parents threatened to sue to get them to leave me alone. Even though I was never particularly a disruptive student, especially once I got into middle school. I just wanted to blend in but never could when I had an adult with a fucking clipboard follow me everywhere.
I recommend a strong drink, if you have such the vice.
https://decodingsymbols.wordpress.com/2021/05/08/mk-ww-labyrinth-55/
Yeah this is too many subjects and interconnections for me to really get anything out of this beyond the first few paragraphs. Tbh I probably was a candidate for MKUltra but it never happened. Despite my fucked up school and home traumas, I was too strong willed.