I'm glad you're doing so well. Truly. I had a very rare 'old person's cancer' in college and refused the top doc in the field's rec. They wanted me to be a case study. Said cut it out asap! My family thought I was insane at 20yo (not so much now) but I'm so thankful I had the intelligence at that age to understand radiation and chemo was poison. They did me dirty in the OR as retaliation for refusing but I recovered fully and have made it my mission, like you no doubt, to know more about my body than the indoctrinated doctors. Our regimens are very similar. And I also do not see any licensed healthcare professional regularly. Only trauma care at this point. No makeup or dyes either. It's what's best. It's what's right. Good luck and Godspeed.