Im a doomer plain and simple. Honestly I try not to be, you all are some tough s.o.b.s. I miss the old America, before cellphones were in everyones pockets, or glued to peoples faces. I miss conversations that meant something instead of saying something to a human cellphone. And whilst i talk, they act like they acknowledge but truly i know they are all preoccupied in whatever the fuck 10 second videos rip through their minds. Then after moments of silence i fall part of the scheme feeling like if i cant beat them join them. Poof, i notice hours of my one and only life have passed and nothing truly came of it. I miss real humans. And there's rarely and real humans left. Everyone wants clicks likes and shares, everyone is little gay attention whores, and I have seen myself do it too. Nasty creatures of habbit i guess. I miss riding bikes with the neighborhood kids. I miss any resemblance of normalcy. And that, honestly is something i feel like we'll never have back regardless of what happens. This is the new world weather i like it or not. I have been trying to find god. But feel weird (indescribable) everytime i pray. I feel like there's no one listening, i feel corny, i feel like im talking to my bed or the wall. Lifes tough and in the end ill make it through anyway, but I wish i could find a purpose. Thanks for listening. And yes. I do take breaks from my phone, i do fish and go outside, but it all seems watered down in a sense for some reason. You guys have been better to me than most. Guess thats why I post here. Keep on trucking frens!
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Hey...you're not alone. I'll be praying for you too. Fwiw, if it helps, when I pray, I just talk to Him like a friend. No chanting, no ceremony, no fluff. Sometimes it's, "hey God, how's your day? Sorry us humans are so weird and sad. Can you help us just do better?" But in the end I know He listens. Works wonders in my life all the time. This here. Seeing your post. Feels like a miracle to me. Someone out there besides me who just feels tired, sad, frustrated. It sucks getting old. I miss my bike. Or any fun thing really. But I remember how it felt. And the one value I've found in the phone thing is the ability to reach out to people when real life doesn't always allow it. Keep your chin up. He hears you. Much, much love.