For the most part, we like our illusions, they are the buffer between the awesome reality of a vast Universe that we are alive, and alone in. If we were primitive, our reality would be our relationship with our mother, then it extends to the father, or other members of our family, and then our community, and then our surroundings.We would learn or die, and it would be survival of the fittest. It was simple and honest, an Eden so to speak, but with hardships and physical survival. Now, there are so many buffers to choose from, but the fact remains the same, we are alive, the Universe is immeasurable, and it seems we cannot survive in that vastness, we must remain here, on earth, where the oxygen and food and warmth are. But why are we cold, why are we hungry, why, on this sphere, are we deprived at all? We were promised if we recognized God, we would know God, or at least be blessed. Still simple. Why is there suffering? Take it back to the original deadly sins. Start there. Whose sins affect us? Who has enslaved us so that they may live and thrive and continue to sin. The end may not be for everyone, but neither is the journey. Once you swallow the red pill, the first thing is to find others who have chosen the awake path, because without that, we succumb to needing the buffers, we succumb to our own egos, who will do everything they can to keep truth from us, to distract us, to mind parasite us. If you pray for one thing, pray for light to see the truth and to guide your path, and ask for this from God in Christ, because for us, of Western Mind and culture, it is the only way to understand. The son of Man did not come to the Chinese, or other aboriginal people, we alone were blessed with the revelation, and it is up to us to spread it, we were given marching orders as soon as we accepted His supreme being.