I got to a very low place in my life. I was depressed for a long time. I spent a lot of time researching everything I could get my hand on and noticed some patterns.
Nikola Tesla talks about frequency and vibration. Dr. Masaru Emoto did experiments with water that proves that our emotions affect water. Our bodies are made up of mostly water so I started trying to raise my vibration by forcing myself to be happy. You know that feeling you get when you hug somebody and you just let go and melt into them? I would literally do that with a pillow. I would act like a kid and just be silly. I listened to Binaural beats and solfeggio frequencies in my headphones because I knew about vibration experiments with sand on a plate and how each frequency created a pattern. I knew about sacred geometry and noticed that most religions chant or use different sounds.
I started having vivid dreams and everything slowed down. My emotions became easy to control and nothing seemed to bother me anymore. It was like the movie Limitless when the drugs kicked in. I was seeing two and three steps ahead and everything became clear. The synchronicities were so intense I thought I was going crazy. I started seeing 11:11 everywhere so I googled it and found out about spiritual awakening.
Everything the new-age people talked about was what I was going through. I never paid much attention to them before because I thought they were weirdo hippies. lol. Then I started looking into what they were talking about and it all made sense. ASCENSION is real and it comes with symptoms. The year before all of this I actually went to my doctor and complained about ringing in my ears and my body feeling like it was vibrating etc.
I did no drugs and stopped all the medication that I was on 4 months earlier. It was blood pressure meds and heartburn meds. Nothing for depression or mental issues.
I know God is real. People have different names for the same thing. Source, The higher self, the Subconscious mind, Aliens, etc.
I can only describe what I went through from the knowledge I have acquired throughout my life. I do not want to push my beliefs on anybody but I feel like I should share my experience. I wish somebody would have told me but looking back I realize that they did and I just thought they were nuts and blew them off. lol.
Everybody goes through their own journey that is best for them. God knows what he is doing and puts us through the challenges we need. IMO
Thank you so much fren! I genuinely needed to read this today.
No problem. Keep in touch if you need to talk.
I do have a question that I don’t even think I want the answer to.. nonetheless, do you think cannabis holds the mind back from achieving freedom?
Marijuana has certain therapeutic properties, and has a place in someone healing.
BUT, I know lots of people who are really hurting mentally. They use Marijuana everyday and all day. They use it because it numbs them from the world and helps repress their feelings. The numbing cuts yourself off from connecting with your higher self, and dealing with your feelings.
You have to feel and experience yourself fully.
"I did no drugs and stopped all the medication that I was on 4 months earlier."
I was not smoking when I had my major breakthrough and was having vivid dreams but I used Cannabis off and on after my awakening. It helped me. But ultimately it affects our ambition so at some point you will want to stop. This will happen naturally. Don't worry or feel guilty about it right now. But stop if you can.
When I was smoking I still experienced synchronicities but my dreams were not as intense.