I totally understand, and validate the way you feel, however, we don’t have to feel that way. I spent quite a few years, being dejected, full of anger, bitterness, resentment, but mostly depression.

Find yourself a Bible, believing church, something like a Calvary Chapel that reads the Bible, chapter by chapter and verse by verse. They cover everything, not just what is comfortable for the congregation. Also, once you find a good church, get involved in a men’s or women’s Bible study. They generally meet every week. This is great for building, a good foundation of friends, and people to pray for you. Also, read one proverb, and one psalm each day, and contemplate on God’s word. Continue to reach out to him, because he has so many great plans for us believers.

I look at what’s happening in the world today. It’s a good thing, because it means we’re getting closer to the end, of God’s plan… Because he wins! Well, he already has won, and that is comforting to me.

I’ll be praying for you and I pray that you have a great Christmas, and that you’ll find some comfort in your soul