My friend's husband died of a fast acting cancer within a 4 month time period and she is suffering from heart failure now...they are in their 70's but were doing pretty good until the vax...she is a vegetarian and was not on any medication. Her life has been turned upside down...the vax?...quite possibly...they both took the J&J. I tell her the truth (as does her son) and I believe she regrets taking the vax, especially since she can see everything that is going on..but she is pragmatic and will do what she can for as long as she can. It is sad, but they always took the yearly flu shot and didn't realize how deadly this vax was.