Dear God save me!! By close loved one i mean the closest.....my spouse. From 3 yrs ago being called a crazy lunatic initating whati thought would be our demise. Even trying to agree....smile nod like jack nicholason psychotically here's johnny style to actually going further like yesssssss fren. They still get angry bc i couldnt possibly understand how the world works. I have no point except to say THANK THE GOOD LORD FOR YALL!!! keeps me strong. He has never been one to go with the system as he was passed around as a child from his ADOPTIVE mom who saved his life from being a life ended by abortion. That was the only and last good thing she did for him. Has been successful despite the horrid shit yadda yadda. Its happe ing folks on levels i never thought possible. Maybe just needed to vent but thanks frens. Thanks.
Watching the great awakening in a loved one in real time
So jealous! GOOOO!
Keep strong yourself - Look to the Bible - Anchor yourself there - you're going to need it - and ask for Wisdom on how to navigate - then keep your head in God's word - reading/studying - listening to sermons (I highly recommend Jack Hibbs at Calvary Chapel Chino Hills - or Dr. Stan Lee - or Dr. Tony Evans (his app has easy quick access to daily sermons that are amazing in the truth).
Keep yourself oriented on the truth there - and let God guide you moment to moment as you navigate this.
She'll come back - she's been mentally, emotionally and spiritually beat down - but not out!
Man really appreciate the encouragement from each of you! It means a lot and gives me more fuel to be strong in the face of adversity