Well said and much appreciated. I try to look at it from this perspective but get swallowed by the darkness sometimes and need the reminder. I've been in this since 4chan/voat and the game is very long.
If you look at my history on GAW, especially the comments I have made in the somewhat recent past you’ll probably be able to feel the anger and disappointment in my words.
I got to a point where I had seen enough for me to know without doubt that we are watching the greatest show man has ever attempted. And,,, I believe that show is for the betterment of mankind, yet, I was still full of piss and vinegar. What changed is I realized that my constant engagement in this very painful process didn’t have to be so. All I had to do to be released from that was reflect on what I believed was happening and say to myself with conviction “I know this is real and that is has to be enough for now”. After that I drastically cut back on all things Q, threw myself back into my work, family and my ridiculous audiophile hobby. The reason I bring up the hobby part is bc I had created a very strong habit of researching what is going on 24/7 and going cold turkey just wasn’t going to cut it. I needed something I enjoyed that was positive to put my constant researching habit to good use on and it worked! Although, it would have been nice had my hobby not been so damn expensive😀
Well said and much appreciated. I try to look at it from this perspective but get swallowed by the darkness sometimes and need the reminder. I've been in this since 4chan/voat and the game is very long.
Same for me, fren.
If you look at my history on GAW, especially the comments I have made in the somewhat recent past you’ll probably be able to feel the anger and disappointment in my words.
I got to a point where I had seen enough for me to know without doubt that we are watching the greatest show man has ever attempted. And,,, I believe that show is for the betterment of mankind, yet, I was still full of piss and vinegar. What changed is I realized that my constant engagement in this very painful process didn’t have to be so. All I had to do to be released from that was reflect on what I believed was happening and say to myself with conviction “I know this is real and that is has to be enough for now”. After that I drastically cut back on all things Q, threw myself back into my work, family and my ridiculous audiophile hobby. The reason I bring up the hobby part is bc I had created a very strong habit of researching what is going on 24/7 and going cold turkey just wasn’t going to cut it. I needed something I enjoyed that was positive to put my constant researching habit to good use on and it worked! Although, it would have been nice had my hobby not been so damn expensive😀