Cryin.. Cryin because I tried SO HARD to spread the word to my family & friends about the bio weapon death jab... Im having the bad feels, I just couldnt get it through to some people... I wasnt convincing enough... I didnt have the right link or article or they just wouldnt budge.. I spent so much time warning people and I had SO MUCH PROOF and it was all just not enough.. and people are suffering and are going to suffer and it just fucking sucks to think about and know that its going to get worse before it gets better...
Imagine getting blood clots after a vax your nephew warns about that very vax, then AFTER being treated for those clots, going back in FOR ANOTHER BOOSTER?!
LIKE WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE!? And one of the hardest parts is that i want to care and.... I want to mourn and like think of holidays at their house when I was growing up but all I can think of is the stupid jab and how stupid they are for taking it & not listening or just even fucking waiting it out? Idiots fucking idiots. And it makes me fucking sick but I really dont fucking care cause i tried to warn them and they didnt fucking listen. Like live & let die but it just saddens me cause my heart wants to be sad but theyve reaped what they sowed, & made their bed they now lie in.. Just torn up & depressed as fuck about it today. Thanks for hearing me if you made it this far...
That is profound, about God perhaps mistaking us for someone stronger. Easy to think that, on the days we feel broken into pieces. But if he knows best, then maybe we are wrong in our self-evaluation. Feels very questionable right now.
I'm just leaning on Him right now. And trying to live up to what He sees in me, and mostly being grateful for his mercy and humbled that I'm where I am, I've been broken & rebuilt a few times... all this going on now has that feeling, except minus the overwhelming fear.
His love is indescribable and that is what makes it hard for me to believe I deserve it. And I don't deserve it, but I accept it gratefully & humbly now ❤️
God Bless you fren