Just go one day at a time. We're in that type of season where we have to wait and protect our faith. There's nothing wrong with that. In fact, God is strengthening you within these moments. It won't always feel heavy. It won't always be so dreary. Not any season is permanent. I, myself, am moving through this time with major limps but that suffering helps to humble us. God can create a cross of out anything in your life. That cross helps you to become friends with God and gain empathy for your fellow man. Just imagine the joy that comes when you overcome these trials. You've come an extraordinarily long way. This is not the end. It's just the beginning. Never ever let your hope die.
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Be glad you are alive! Pray to God to help you stand strong and not give in to despair or anxiety. Look at the spring flowers, the trees. All is beautiful. Life is beautiful. Look at the beauty God presents every moment of every day and thank Him. You will no longer be sad. You will be filled with joy and wonder. Trust me.