Oh no, quite the contrary. I am happier than I have ever been in life. Even if I had my own children, I would only leave everything to them if they were responsible. Marriage and children were just not in the cards for me. I don't hold any anger or resentment, life is simply life. I have been incredibly blessed in my life and I am grateful for every moment. I have great friends, just a very small family. I have always been very independent and have never needed to rely on other people. Everything I do is predominantly an independent effort. I am not anti-social, I just find that I do most things better than most other people and there is virtually nothing that I can't do. The two times I have been married, they didn't last very long because I never "needed" a wife. For most of the women that I have found, this doesn't work for them.