i also am very deeply weary but I am so very thankful for this board and God. it's been a rough few years and seems no end in site. and that's why i keep coming here, for hope and to know i'm not alone. i feel like a failure when i start to doubt, but is so very hard hanging on. thank your for posting this, a lot of times i feel we don't share our feelings about being weary for fear of being called a shill. God Bless you patriot! i also thank the Q team for bringing us together. i don't know what i would do without all of you.