As a survivor of pedophilia, I can say without doubt, thst one of two things happ n when you're sexually abused as a child: you either end up so disgusted that you find yourself utterly repulsed by the idea of pedophilia but you hide those feelings, or you end up a pedophile yourself. In my case, I'm so utterly disgusted by the idea, I had trouble even wiping my children's bottoms when their diapers needed changing and would refuse to bathe them. It took years of working with my ex wife to get to the point where I was somewhat comfortable with those two actions. It caused more than a little strife early on in our marriage. When we had our daughter (thr youngest of 5 kids) it all came flooding back and caused even more issues. The ex even accused me of being a pussy because I flat out refused to change the girl's diapers or bathe her, much less look at her if she wasn't fully dressed.
In high school, I would outright refuse to shower with the other students after P.E., football practice, or weightlifting. To this day I still have trouble using a public bathroom (some of the abuse happened in school bathrooms by the elementary school janitor). I went thru a lot of harassment because of that, but once I came out as a survivor to some of my teammates, that harassment stopped.
I've met some recovering pedos throughout my adult years and always ask them what brought them to the point they felt sexually attracted to children, and THEY ALL to a person said the same thing: they themselves were abused as children. Every. Single. One.
This has led me to believe in what I said at the beginning of this reply. You are either so repulsed you have issues with certain things regarding children or even public bathroom use, or you end up a pedo yourself. There is no grey area. There is no being "born this way." It's ALL due to "environmental" factors. Pedos are groomed, not "naturally" created.
I dubbed it "the circle of pain" when the Michael Jackson Jesus Juice stuff was going on. and sadly it's up to the victim to get out of it. It's obvious Michael got super raped as a kid and never recovered... dude spent the rest of his life trying to become Peter Pan.. his favorite childhood character.
As a survivor of pedophilia, I can say without doubt, thst one of two things happ n when you're sexually abused as a child: you either end up so disgusted that you find yourself utterly repulsed by the idea of pedophilia but you hide those feelings, or you end up a pedophile yourself. In my case, I'm so utterly disgusted by the idea, I had trouble even wiping my children's bottoms when their diapers needed changing and would refuse to bathe them. It took years of working with my ex wife to get to the point where I was somewhat comfortable with those two actions. It caused more than a little strife early on in our marriage. When we had our daughter (thr youngest of 5 kids) it all came flooding back and caused even more issues. The ex even accused me of being a pussy because I flat out refused to change the girl's diapers or bathe her, much less look at her if she wasn't fully dressed.
In high school, I would outright refuse to shower with the other students after P.E., football practice, or weightlifting. To this day I still have trouble using a public bathroom (some of the abuse happened in school bathrooms by the elementary school janitor). I went thru a lot of harassment because of that, but once I came out as a survivor to some of my teammates, that harassment stopped.
I've met some recovering pedos throughout my adult years and always ask them what brought them to the point they felt sexually attracted to children, and THEY ALL to a person said the same thing: they themselves were abused as children. Every. Single. One.
This has led me to believe in what I said at the beginning of this reply. You are either so repulsed you have issues with certain things regarding children or even public bathroom use, or you end up a pedo yourself. There is no grey area. There is no being "born this way." It's ALL due to "environmental" factors. Pedos are groomed, not "naturally" created.
I dubbed it "the circle of pain" when the Michael Jackson Jesus Juice stuff was going on. and sadly it's up to the victim to get out of it. It's obvious Michael got super raped as a kid and never recovered... dude spent the rest of his life trying to become Peter Pan.. his favorite childhood character.
And he got smeared by the cabal with their projections.
They were the kid diddlers but they accused him of it
It's sexual vampirism. And I read a book where it cited that a single offender can molest as many as 200 kids on average in their lifetime.
In conjunction I read in a book in the 80's that the average hetero male has around 8 partners in their life but gay men average 457...
Bible is full of wisdom, have a hetero monogamous relationship. That prevents the spread of disease, and makes sure the children get provided for .