This is personal, I’m sorry mods. But I don’t know where else to turn.
I’m dealing with a lot of health issues at the moment. I’ve developed an eating disorder that I can’t seem to overcome on my own. It’s getting very bad. In specific, it’s ARFID, and a fear of any food I eat causing anaphylaxis.
This was likely brought on because I’ve entered perimenopause and my hormones have gone insane. And my stress has been high since last November because of family health issues (nonvaxxed). Constantly an anxious wreck.
So now I’m at a point where I need intervention. But that’s going to be medicine and I know it. I do not trust hormone pills - when I was on birth control it made me very suicidal. And I don’t trust anxiety medicine either, because…duh lol. Also don’t trust supplements and can’t afford the more trustworthy ones. I need vitamin C.
Frankly I don’t trust doctors, either. Especially with this bullshit second round of Covid.
Im also broke. Can’t afford any kind of treatment except if I were to be sent to the ER and be billed, then I just wouldn’t be able to pay it. I lost Medicaid last month because our Covid mandates ended.
What would you do?
I pray to God constantly about this but it just keeps getting worse.
Oh! There are two section that are labeled Less Common! One at the top and one down a bit past the overdose symptoms. That second one further down is the one to look at more, from the sounds of it.
Here.. Change in appetite crying diarrhea false or unusual sense of well-being fear or nervousness feeling not well or unhappy feeling of discomfort feeling of warmth feeling things are not real feelings of suspicion and distrust hair loss headache increased appetite mental depression muscle weakness quick to react or overreact emotionally rapidly changing moods redness of the face, neck, arms, and occasionally, upper chest restlessness stomach cramps trouble getting pregnant trouble sitting still unusual tiredness or weakness vomiting weight gain or loss
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