I'm with you 100%. It truly is evil that has shown itself as of late. Watching family to me go into the hospital for semi routine stuff but ending up in a body bag was a huge shock. I too have lost people very close to me, people that were very instrumental to who I am as a whole. Their being gone has created a vacuum in my life, I feel like a shell of my former self in a way.
I've asked myself WHY after all of this am I the one still standing, all I can figure is Gods plan is never transparent. I have suffered personally too much loss in the last couple years and I am poised to continue going through that pain, others within my circle now have cancer, heart problems, and other cardio issues. It's sickening to think this is all due to pure evil in this world. God wins in the end, He has blessed Me and even though I feel cursed I am still here.
You are not alone, Our purpose has yet to be fulfilled, once it is He will bring us home.
I'm with you 100%. It truly is evil that has shown itself as of late. Watching family to me go into the hospital for semi routine stuff but ending up in a body bag was a huge shock. I too have lost people very close to me, people that were very instrumental to who I am as a whole. Their being gone has created a vacuum in my life, I feel like a shell of my former self in a way.
I've asked myself WHY after all of this am I the one still standing, all I can figure is Gods plan is never transparent. I have suffered personally too much loss in the last couple years and I am poised to continue going through that pain, others within my circle now have cancer, heart problems, and other cardio issues. It's sickening to think this is all due to pure evil in this world. God wins in the end, He has blessed Me and even though I feel cursed I am still here.
You are not alone, Our purpose has yet to be fulfilled, once it is He will bring us home.
Hang in there, Were in this together.
Much love to you fren ❤️