Holy shit! Someone else who is ACTUALLY awake! I may have to spend more time here!

I am first hearing of "Scythians" but it sounds like it's worth taking a look into.

I myself have recently shed all the conventional idealism. First I broke out of the Christian thought plantation by taking there whole "you either take all of the Bible or none of it" idea and flushed that down the toilet. Then I took Paul and reduced him to my level because, well, he's a fallen man like me, so his ideas of Jesus are no more special than mine or anyone else's. Then I stuck with what was left... Christ Jesus... I embraced what He says and contrary to what those downvoting you might claim, Christianity does not own Jesus. You can be an Atheist and still follow Christ. In the end He decides and even then that decision is based on how you treat people.

Beyond that, the Bible's mythology is suspect. If I am the god of all Creation, I am going to introduce myself to my creation on, oh I don't know DAY ONE. To avoid any confusion. "Yahweh" decided to wait until Mt Sini. Why? Why isn't "Yahweh" known before then?

After killing Able, what other humans does Cain run off to if Adam and Eve are the first humans and their two sons are the first two offspring?

The god of all creation, this planet, all eight billion of us, all the plants, animals, water, the solar system, the universe- is obsessed with my sex life?

Why did god place a loaded gun (tree of knowledge) in the MIDDLE of the garden? Is god a deadbeat, divorced dad living in a trailer? Or was the point of the story simply to not lie?

And that's really it. The end all be all. The beginning of knowing: honesty. Truth. Truth not in what other people try to decide is true, but first being true to you and accepting who you are. Thinking for yourself and living honestly to who you are. That is the first step to TRUE mental freedom and I see that in your post. You aren't bogged down by the correct religion's mob on this site. You aren't afraid to challenge the status quo. And you're right: we have been lied to. About a LOT. Even if Jesus is a part of Q, a lot of people are still going to be shocked by the outcome when it doesn't align to the Judeo-Christian corporate theories.