..when I feel like I would rather be one of the newly awakened, rather than a tired old war-horse who's seen all this coming for years.
I'd love to have the old energy back, the zeal, the righteous anger.
These days I just want it to be over.
Is it just me? I'll keep going, because that's what we do, but the pep has gone out of me, I feel wrung out.
I just don’t feel the emotions anymore. Nothing gets my hyped or down. Just going through the motions of life.
That's it really, it feels like it would take an atom bomb to budge me a metre.
Same here.
I tell myself it’s not about my feelings, it’s about God’s will and timing. I trust His timing. But emotionally, I’m very very tired.
Yes. This.