No. that's not it.

I have a life-long history of observing people around me and being deeply affected by the choices by people to deceive themselves, to adopt beliefs and views that preserve the inner parts of their own experience from exposure, because they are too wounded, or frail, or whatever. Collectively, humanity is emerging from a history of this, of shall we say, created ignorance, where the external awakening is facilitated by, assisted by, and at the same time enhances the internal awakening.

I see so many people who, awakening to external facts that shift and change their view of the world, for a more accurate one, but who also frag their feet on reflecting on their own internal world, and how it affects and shapes their perception and the choices they make in what to believe, what to accept, what to acknowledge, and how they consequently behave in response to the world.

In other words, I have a deeply invested interest in the awakening of my fellow travelers, and I also constantly see evil forces attacking that process, seeking to waylay and divert people's attention, in order to move them from one matrix to another, as it were, and this is primarily done on the internal level.

So the trigger is in fact rooted in a deeply emotional and lifelong empathy for the journey of our race. For pretty much all of my adult life, I have lived in a world which labeled my and my vision or purpose as 'crazy', because I did not pursue worldly goods, or the 'normal' things in life, etc. So, the idea that some people might think some of these ideas as crazy is not really the concern, unless you mean, that I am concerned that by injecting and promoting disinfo or diversionary narratives, the propaganda machine seeks to exploit the weakness in our collective community, and use that as leverage to keep more people away from the truth, sure, I have strong concerns around that.

We tend to care most about those closest to us. The MSM, I really don't have too much animus for, but the disinfo operatives, and scammers and grifters who abuse the vulnerabilities in the truth sphere to divert, manipulate, take advantage of and otherwise keep people who are striving to be free, corralled in pop-up mini matrixes of emotionally driven beliefs, boy, I detest those with a passion. And it irks me that otherwise intelligent and sincere people get caught up in their crap.

You and I could list off a bunch of those folks in a heartbeat. But personally, I see the Biden mask/clone/actor narratives as having too much similarity in terms of reasoning, effect, vibe and direction for me to take them seriously.

But that's just me. I know we all see different things. However, final word, I also have a lot of personal lifetime experience about how insular or 'fringe' communities can get offtrack or lose direction. our anon community, including GAW, for example, is really quite insular in the sense that we see a very different world to most 'normies'. But we are also not immune to the very usual human foibles that collectively tends to adopt ways of thinking that satisfy certain emotional needs or fears, i.e. "comfort zones" as an example.

Because of that lifelong experience, I tend to be a bit hyper sensitive to those elements. I have seen them have devastating effects to large numbers of peoples and communities. Ergo, bit of a trigger point.

Anyway, that's how I see it. Possibly you see something else with regards to my response or attitude, and if there is one thing, the last half a decade has taught me, on a personal level mind you, is to be willingly open to the awareness that others may well see things about myself that I cannot.

Now, about that steak....