I'm glad you haven't (yet) gotten married either as I'm thinking that would be even worse. It's been so hard to see people we love refuse to see what's right in front of them if only they would truly listen. Initially I was stunned, in disbelief when I would send people info on the dangers of the jabs and they would refuse to read it, some saying it was "from a partisan source". They've been told to refuse to consider anything but the carefully curated information put together to deceive them and they're fed a constant diet of fear porn. WE had to be shown this or we could not have otherwise believed it possible. It shouldn't be this hard for them to accept truth.

I spoke with two close friends this past weekend, guys I've known for decades, both adamant vaxxers. One was describing all the recent health issues he's been having including heart problems, the other depressed because a good friend of his just died suddenly, funeral this week. Both of these guys I've tried to warn in the past, both snarl and scorn and dismiss my urgent pleas - just like other loved ones have done. Another one, relative, now has heart issues, another friend's son has heart issues, another friend shingles and neurological problems, another had SADS, just dropped dead where she stood, another "having health issues" and their family has been grinding through the health wringer, some deaths there, various people they know dying "suddenly" who were previously healthy and some of those not elderly. And on and on.

We cannot "reach" them. Like all of us, they've been given free will, but they've made bad choices with that blessing. We cannot, in our own power, break their programming and make them listen with an open mind. So my heart sinks, the feeling of dread starts creeping in and I just turn to Christ, turn it over to God. I can't reach them, only He can. I pray for them daily and understand that I don't know what the larger picture is, what the Lord has working in the background or why this is all happening the way it is. I have to trust that, come what may, if I'm still here after the storm passes, I can just move forward in life in faith and with the Lord as my guide.

By the time you see this you'll most likely be home and in the midst of your conversation with your SO, so I hope everything goes well. I'll say a prayer for you that you can find some peace with this, perhaps even make some progress.