Many will dismiss stuff like this. The man was a man that was gifted with the insight of gambling. Imagaine that in Nevada eh? Who would not want his gift? -other than me? This gift made him very wealthy.

I am not perfect but I remember the very second I rebuked that. It wasn’t a ruckus like we see in the movies. It was a very simple thing. I said to it I do not want it as a guardian angel. I prayed to Jesus.

I recovered from that illness but I have always had a deeper -maybe a version of ptsd? Who knows… I am still human.

Later in life I went to a casino and I found myself winning against the odds… what I did is stopped at that very second and left the table. In was in Detroit during a training for work. The coworker wanted to go the casino and I rode with him.

We wrestle with things unseen but they have power and I want to be weak to it. Yet I at times do not think many others have gone thru what I have in life. Being calm under pressure is required. Only God knows when it ends and I see an infinite number of space that He has created. The future is full of infinity. :)