What great losses for you. No denying the hardship of this for your grieving heart. As my own sister approaches soon leaving this Earth I find some comfort that she will have freedom from so much difficulty when she leaves. I want that for her. Love helps us let go. When the vaxx has criminally stolen our friends and loved ones it is a bitter anger and justified. You need support with it. Take care of your own self in this. You need healing and support. Prayers for you, fren.