With harvard's history of racist affirmative action enrolment policies, and their commitment to continue with them under the radar even after a ruling against them, chances are, no, you did not in fact "deserve the spot that you got".
The Supreme Court ruling involving Harvard and the University of North Carolina was a sharp setback to affirmative action policies often used to increase the number of Black, Hispanic and other underrepresented minority groups on campuses.
Harvard University said on Thursday it will comply with the U.S. Supreme Court ruling that struck down its race-conscious student admissions programs in a way that will preserve its values on diversity and opportunity in higher education.
With harvard's history of racist affirmative action enrolment policies, and their commitment to continue with them under the radar even after a ruling against them, chances are, no, you did not in fact "deserve the spot that you got".
https://www.reuters.com/world/us/harvard-says-it-will-comply-with-us-supreme-court-ruling-preserve-its-values-2023-06-29/