I've always had a side that leaned toward procrastination, but never to the point that I seem physically, mentally unable to take care of business.
For example, I still have a number of task not started, or unfinished that I need to complete to protect my property, family wellbeing, in the event of civil unrest.
I have done somethings, but I am very frustrated that I am having such difficulty getting key important task completed. "You fucking had the chance and failed them", is how I will feel if I don't complete these things.
I am hesitant to blame what might be pure sorry ass laziness on some outside force, but damn it man, I swear I seem to be under the influence of some bad mojo, and was just wondering if I was alone in this.
Yep, feeling demotivated even when it comes to a simple task that should take 5 minutes. I've never been a procrastinator so this is totally new for me.
Are you having trouble turning the computer off, and going to sleep at a decent time?
I have suspected that I might be driven to keep bouncing from one information source to another because in my mind I have a false hope that I might see a headline "deep state totally defeated. World piece ensues.Quality of life returns to the 80's"
You just put words to my unrealized motivation.