I've always had a side that leaned toward procrastination, but never to the point that I seem physically, mentally unable to take care of business.
For example, I still have a number of task not started, or unfinished that I need to complete to protect my property, family wellbeing, in the event of civil unrest.
I have done somethings, but I am very frustrated that I am having such difficulty getting key important task completed. "You fucking had the chance and failed them", is how I will feel if I don't complete these things.
I am hesitant to blame what might be pure sorry ass laziness on some outside force, but damn it man, I swear I seem to be under the influence of some bad mojo, and was just wondering if I was alone in this.
Take a big breath. Now set a weekend for camping, then rafting, then backpacking, then sailing, then a motorcycle ride, horseback trip, shooting, gardening, build a chicken coop, hog pen, fishing... next thing you know your family is prepared, you have your energy back and you're all a closer family eating healthier. If I'm living right I wouldn't even know shit is about to hit the fan. I'm guilty of letting myself go pessimistic and lazy sometimes but I'm back in summer mode now thankfully.
Wiring a cabin at 8,000 feet for a new customer helped, nice and cool up there so I decided to do some fishing and camping for a few days too. Just rebuilt an old trailer today for dump runs, got my new chicks integrated with the hens. Working on the greenhouse tomorrow. Guns are clean, had a dinner with nothing but my own veggies from the garden and venison I shot. Been buying some more silver, cellar is stocked... some call me a prepper but my life is pretty much just old fashioned. Everything I do is at my dad's place or my best friend's place so I know they're taken care of and taking care of my gardens and chickens when I hit the road to go make money.
It takes a village, find some friends or family like me to help motivate you.
Yup definitely key to unplug frequently. You should like a fairly young fellow, and sounds like you have things lined up right.
I need to build a chicken coup, and get some chicks. I've even been thinking about getting some rabbits. I had some years ago in another location, and they almost took over the yard. Not sure how they survive with bobcats, and foxes running around, but they do.
I've done quite a bit but still have some things to do.
I rescued a bunny and he wound up too friendly to eat. Tried a small cage, the chicken run etc. and he just gets out. He lives under the shed now and annoys the neighborhood cats. I don't understand how the foxes, coyotes, eagles and rattlesnakes don't get him but I put out food and water and he says hi to me when I'm around. I've seen a Bull snake big enough to eat him around here too. Hasenpfeffer is our driveway mascot lol.
To be truthful that is one of my concerns. The dang things are so cute, I'm afraid I might have trouble killing them. On the other hand, when ones belly button, and backbone starting rubbing together, it has a tendency to change that situation.
I've shot and ate plenty of cute creatures but it's a different story when you are having coffee and put out some food and the little guy comes to see then decides to chill on the porch with you. I could probably eat dog too but even starving I don't think I'd be able to eat my dog.