I've always had a side that leaned toward procrastination, but never to the point that I seem physically, mentally unable to take care of business.
For example, I still have a number of task not started, or unfinished that I need to complete to protect my property, family wellbeing, in the event of civil unrest.
I have done somethings, but I am very frustrated that I am having such difficulty getting key important task completed. "You fucking had the chance and failed them", is how I will feel if I don't complete these things.
I am hesitant to blame what might be pure sorry ass laziness on some outside force, but damn it man, I swear I seem to be under the influence of some bad mojo, and was just wondering if I was alone in this.
This could be a large factor - your total sleep and quality of sleep when you’re getting it. Blue Light from all the technology and possibly your overhead lights is throwing your natural circadian rhythm off and then there’s knock-on effects to other body sysytems. If your body thinks it’s noon when you finally sleep at 4 a.m. it hasn’t produced the hormones that heal and grow your body at night. Maybe you know this. There are blue light blocking glasses, or you can cut screen use an hour or so before bed, etc. You should look into Dr. Jack Kruse who focuses on importance of light, water, and magnetism. Here’s a recent ~1 hr podcast covering things high-level: https://www.thehighersidechats.com/dr-jack-kruse-light-water-magnetism-the-sacred-cows-of-health/
Thanks for the reminder - I just put mine on.