I am finding that I am getting beyond the point of what I can handle with what is going on around me. I just received a text that a person in my Bible Study passed away. She was completely healthy. A few weeks back she was having strange symptoms like tingling, poor coordination, weakness and visual problems. She was admitted to the hospital, and they ran an abundance of tests and couldn't find anything. She was in and out of the hospital for a few weeks. She passed away Monday from a rare disease called Creutzfeldt-Jakob Disease. It is a brain degenerate disorder. "INFECTIOUS PRIONS ARE MISFOLDED PROTEINS THAT CAN CAUSE NORMALLY FOLDED PROTEINS TO ALSO BECOME MISFOLDED". it is a rapid disease and she lasted only a few weeks. Another SAFE AND EFFECTIVE vax. In Apil my brother passed away and two weeks later my sister. Courtesy of the vax. Between my husband's family, my family, coworkers and neighbors we have lost count of the deaths and cancers. There are at least twenty five or more. It is almost becoming a daily occurrence. I am praying daily and it is very hard to handle. Sorry for throwing this out there and thank you for listening.
LOSING CONTROL!!!!!
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Also fear, I think. We, as people, have given most of the power to the "authorities", and fighting them if they don't want to grant anything may seem like a hopeless task. Maybe think in terms of taxes, and how hard it can be to fix the problem if you think you have paid too much, or are asked to pay something extra you don't think you should. The government can seem almost all-powerful. And doctors, you go for them to get help, but what if you can't, after all, trust them?
It's easier to deny the idea that you can't trust those authorities than it is to acknowledge that you can't, no matter what the proof. So as long as they are not lining people on the street to be shot a lot of people will because they prefer the pretense of being safe, even if it is an illusion, as long as that illusion doesn't get shattered by something impossible to ignore, and to a lot of people that would probably require something on the level of what happened in countries like Cambodia under Pol Pot - a group of armed men coming to their home and dragging them out by force.
Those are also the people when that last happens will just yield, vainly hoping to get some mercy. Or that somebody else will do the job of saving all of them. Even in the last extreme they will need something like a truly charismatic leader to talk them to resisting, they will not do it on their own even if the choice is just between dying now or dying a bit later. But they will only start to listen to such a leader when they have to acknowledge that they have no choice, they will prefer the illusion as long as they can.
So, before that last extreme they will rather fight the people trying to tell them that we seem to be headed that way and we should do something NOW than try to fight the people who are taking them that way. Because the illusion is comforting, as long as they live in the illusion they feel safe. Or at least safer.